there are so many things i want to do.....so many things im thinking about, that i want to do......but i just cant do it, i dont have the will to do it....i.....dunno what to do......or when, or how to do it.......i.....
sabishii........ne.....ore..... =(
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Saturday, March 8, 2008
8th March 2008
i don't know why....im just sitting in front of the comp...i wanna play, surf the net, or at least do something.....but all im doing is just stare at the comp for hors and listening to one particular song.......
i wonder whats happening to me...even as im typing this my mind is almost a total blank.....i just don't know what to do.....
ii cant fight it...im just being like a serious dude, sitting in front of the comp thinking about the happenings all around me.........wishing this, thinking that.....i now realise all im capable of is dreaming.....hoping...but not doing......guess for now i'll just place a emotional mask over my face to hide it then.......hope it wont affect anyone in anyway....just.....................
Dark clouds in the sky as i type....gonna rain.......but what does it matter to me? im indoors almost the whole time.......guess i'll try to have fun...though i have no idea how......
i wonder whats happening to me...even as im typing this my mind is almost a total blank.....i just don't know what to do.....
ii cant fight it...im just being like a serious dude, sitting in front of the comp thinking about the happenings all around me.........wishing this, thinking that.....i now realise all im capable of is dreaming.....hoping...but not doing......guess for now i'll just place a emotional mask over my face to hide it then.......hope it wont affect anyone in anyway....just.....................
Dark clouds in the sky as i type....gonna rain.......but what does it matter to me? im indoors almost the whole time.......guess i'll try to have fun...though i have no idea how......
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
4th March 2008
Shit....its march already? im losing track of time as usual during hols.....just the bad thing is that this hols is a damn long one, not that im complaining cos i know some people who are studying in sch atm dream of this free time.....so....nothing else to say on the subjecct....
poly enrolment package came....havent even done anything about it yet....and i got till the 10th to send a form about .......i cant even remember what is it......bleh not serious enough.........just that....that....theres a whole shit of stuff to remember....student ID, some username and password for registration on the net.....blah....blah....blah.... etc. etc.
seen by the "previous generation" in the family and the older ones in mine, now would be the time my life will totally change...for the better? for the worse? only time will tell.....and all i'll do is to live each day as it is and meet whatever i'll meet in the near future......hopefully......
poly enrolment package came....havent even done anything about it yet....and i got till the 10th to send a form about .......i cant even remember what is it......bleh not serious enough.........just that....that....theres a whole shit of stuff to remember....student ID, some username and password for registration on the net.....blah....blah....blah.... etc. etc.
seen by the "previous generation" in the family and the older ones in mine, now would be the time my life will totally change...for the better? for the worse? only time will tell.....and all i'll do is to live each day as it is and meet whatever i'll meet in the near future......hopefully......
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
19th febuary 2008
the results r out! and instead of 8am as said in the papers and the MOE webbie, i got the message of my posting AT BLOODY 6AM IN THE MORNING.......i wanted to sleep.....but was woken up by my phone buzzing like a irritating beetle....i got up..walked to the phone, saw my posting message, and just went back to bed without a second thought....but a few minutes later when i was just about to drop back to sleep, my phone buzzed again......waking me up all over again.....
in the morning when i woke up, i recieved a big flood of messages....i spent the first 15 mins of my morning replying to many pple....finally i could message my dad that im posted to something which is similar to his job, he's a electrical engineer while im posted to electrical engineering in NP....so its a good thing that if i got anything to as him i can easily ask him for help kekekeke.....
well hope u all get posted to ur desired courses and all.....all the best pple!!
ciao.
in the morning when i woke up, i recieved a big flood of messages....i spent the first 15 mins of my morning replying to many pple....finally i could message my dad that im posted to something which is similar to his job, he's a electrical engineer while im posted to electrical engineering in NP....so its a good thing that if i got anything to as him i can easily ask him for help kekekeke.....
well hope u all get posted to ur desired courses and all.....all the best pple!!
ciao.
Sunday, February 17, 2008
17th Febuary 2008
nothing else to type so.............
*dance in my seat while listening to music*
man thats very random..............
*dance in my seat while listening to music*
man thats very random..............
Friday, February 15, 2008
15th Febuary 2008
Today, same as every other day.......im feeling down.....dunno the main reason, but one possible would be my grandma in hospital......for a few weeks already....but i heard my mum over the phone tt she is allowed to go home...but im not sure...so tomorrow when we go visit i'll just sit in the car and see where they go, the hospital? or my uncle's house where she stays....
Since im around my relatives quite often when we go visiting my grandma, we discuss the problem among ourselves....and since my grandma cant understand a word of English, we can safely talk around her without her even knowing what we talking about....heard of many things abt my relatives i didnt know abt before....not gonna type it out here...haha or else it would take me more than a day to finish.....
when my grandma talked to me abt staying at my uncles place, i could tell very well that she didn't like it there cos the whole day she's alone when my uncle and his wife r working........i dunno if its good news for the family but i could tell she wanted t come stay in my house......i dont hav anything to say in this matter....only can wait for the decision of the 2nd generation relatives and see how it goes from there.....
P.S.: my family has 4 generations at the moment. my grandma is the first ^^ , my parents, aunts and uncles r the second while their children including me and my bro make up the third with ages ranging from the youngest of 9yrs old all the way to 30+yrs old....lolz....., the last generation consists majority of little kids with an exception of one who is same age as me and he gotta call me uncle...omg.....
why am i talking abt my family all of a sudden? i dunno...
must've been just thinking abt it and my fingers went auto-pilot all over the keyboard...and before i knew it i had typed so much....
well im off to do some anime watching.....
go to this website, if u wanna watch a anime on crunchyroll and u cant find it, go to http://animeplaylist.blogspot.com/ it has quite alot of anime there so go there if u want.
nothing
else
i
can
think
of
to
write
about......
so.....
....
seeya guys.................
*confused thoughts*
Since im around my relatives quite often when we go visiting my grandma, we discuss the problem among ourselves....and since my grandma cant understand a word of English, we can safely talk around her without her even knowing what we talking about....heard of many things abt my relatives i didnt know abt before....not gonna type it out here...haha or else it would take me more than a day to finish.....
when my grandma talked to me abt staying at my uncles place, i could tell very well that she didn't like it there cos the whole day she's alone when my uncle and his wife r working........i dunno if its good news for the family but i could tell she wanted t come stay in my house......i dont hav anything to say in this matter....only can wait for the decision of the 2nd generation relatives and see how it goes from there.....
P.S.: my family has 4 generations at the moment. my grandma is the first ^^ , my parents, aunts and uncles r the second while their children including me and my bro make up the third with ages ranging from the youngest of 9yrs old all the way to 30+yrs old....lolz....., the last generation consists majority of little kids with an exception of one who is same age as me and he gotta call me uncle...omg.....
why am i talking abt my family all of a sudden? i dunno...
must've been just thinking abt it and my fingers went auto-pilot all over the keyboard...and before i knew it i had typed so much....
well im off to do some anime watching.....
go to this website, if u wanna watch a anime on crunchyroll and u cant find it, go to http://animeplaylist.blogspot.com/ it has quite alot of anime there so go there if u want.
nothing
else
i
can
think
of
to
write
about......
so.....
....
seeya guys.................
*confused thoughts*
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
22nd january 2007
ack! thursday 2pm results coming out! eeeeeee.... and im not the only one going eeeee in the house...my bro oso going eeeee cos he cant believe that the results coming out so early....in his time it came out in march...tt lucky bastard....
hope i'll do ok in results and can go poly....i know that JC is quite impossible for me...knowing my past results in school....heck my bro is a hell load smarter than me and he still got 15 for results....im guessing i'll be higher than that....but hoping not so much.....
well even if we panic now or worry abt it or anything, we cant do anything about it but just can wait...stay positive till the last second peeps!!!
hope i'll do ok in results and can go poly....i know that JC is quite impossible for me...knowing my past results in school....heck my bro is a hell load smarter than me and he still got 15 for results....im guessing i'll be higher than that....but hoping not so much.....
well even if we panic now or worry abt it or anything, we cant do anything about it but just can wait...stay positive till the last second peeps!!!
Saturday, January 19, 2008
19th jan 2007
yo! watch this anime! its damn funny/idiotic/terrible(in a good way)/gory/cute all in one
go to crunchyroll and search for DOKURO-CHAN.
this is dokuro-chan <--------
in the anime she is called bokusatsu tenshin dokuro chan.....which means killer, beating angel....if u read thesubtitles during the OP song...
dun wanna spoil the fun for u, go watch the whole series! confirmed after the first few mins...abt 5 min max u will go "OMG!"
oh and the bat she is holding is called EXCALIBOLG!!!!! (get it? EXCALI-bolg and EXCALI-bur)
have fun laughing your brains out...( damn the irony in that few words)...and have fun watching the show!!!
PIPIRU PIRU PIRU PIPIRU PI!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
15 jan 2007
i had totally nothing else to do on the comp.....so im gonna put the lyrics of a song i found on the net which i found quite nice....kinda wierd for some but ah well....
heres the lyrics....
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SUGAR - Himawari
well thats that....im off now...till next time....
will put random songs i like every now and then...since i cant think of anything else to put at the moment....
laterzzzz
heres the lyrics....
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SUGAR - Himawari
Shiawase ni shiawase ni naritai kara
Watashi wa kyou mo aruite yuku
Yume wa sabishigari dakara
Kitae nakya sugu ni kanau wake ja nai
Kinou no namida wo koete yuku ni wa
Tsuyosa to anata ga hitsuyou na no
Hitori dewa deki nai koto
Sashi noberu te wo shinjite kitto
*Dare yori mo dare yori mo watashi rashiku
Tsumazuite hohoende tachiagaru
SUKAATO no hokori nara karuku haratte
Furimuka naide aruite yuku
Mizu to taiyou wo abite
Sukoshizutsu sodatteku hana no you ni
Ima shika deki nai koto ga aru kara
Kyou wa mirai he no tane wo makou
Natsu no sora ni todoku hodo
Massugu ni se wo nobashite itsumo
**Mainichi wo seiippai kagayakasete
Himawari ga saku yo uni ikite itai
Shiawase ni shiawase ni nari tai kara
Watashi wa kyou mo aruite yuku
Soba ni ima anata ga iru dakara
*Repeat
**Repeat
well thats that....im off now...till next time....
will put random songs i like every now and then...since i cant think of anything else to put at the moment....
laterzzzz
15 jan 2007
eek! only 2 days later then i noticed a mistake in a post! instead of "13 jan 2007" i goondoo go put "13 jan 1991" ......but ah well...at least there will be something to laugh about in this blog..... ok everyone laugh 2 ur hearts content if u feel like it.....
abt that song i just put on.... the title's "himawari".....i'll see if i can find something else to put on.....zzzzzzzzzz
laterz..
abt that song i just put on.... the title's "himawari".....i'll see if i can find something else to put on.....zzzzzzzzzz
laterz..
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