haiz...i hav nothing to do now.....sitting at home....dun feel like playing anything on my lappy....dun feel like doing any work(tho im attempting to make myself do it...) i just....damn brain is a blank now...hahahahahaz................. *starting to get emo*......................shit must not be emo....
cannot stone like i did in sec school....must not.....................must not!!!
but what else can i do....hm....thinking about my past and all tt i did seems like a good idea to pass the night.... bleh...
should b happy tt tomolo going with the group to go watch movie after class.........but dunno y i suddenly feel emo...
must be my dad...................shoot qn abt what i learn and arrow me to giv him a........ "summary" of what was taught this wk......giv me more stress....argh....
dun even know what to type now......my mind is seriously blank...
and also no one online also..so cannot chat...... T_T...................
wad to do.....
damn the emo aura is on me.....cant shake it off... *eeee*
*when u see many dots, im trying to think wad to type*
bye then i'll go lie on my bed be emo for the night......
Thursday, May 8, 2008
Saturday, April 26, 2008
26th april 2008
well...its been some time since i've posted something...hehe
first 2 wks of poly was fun...to some extent. getting more relaxed as the days go by...due to the fact that i was worried that i couldnt adapt to poly...
seems like im doing ok....
just yesterday i had some crazy fun with don, bought lots of warheads to "wake" ourselves up...hahaz
we had the hard candy one and the liquid one...
don took more of the liquid one than the solid one, but i took both in equal amounts...well maybe the solid one a bit more so....
i experimented on the warheads in class...
took 10 of the hard candy ones and poured quite alot of the liquid one into my mouth all at the same time.....the results was me suffering the insane power of the sourness for a min or 2....firends around me were laughing a bit at my expression....haha tho don laughed the most... >.<
after lunch we found out another way to experience insance sourness.....try this pple :
put warheads into ur mouth(the solid one).
before u start sucking on it, pour a mouthful of water into ur mouth.
after that, start sucking the sweet and swallow the water, and GOOD LUCK 2 U hahaz.....
the sourness of the warheads was multiplied almost 5-fold, and the 2 of us continued our warhead spree till we had practical...lol
PS: dun eat as much warheads as i did as i got a stomachache and a numb tongue at the end of the day ( yes yes i know its my fault, wo huo gai, but.....yea just dun take too many in one day hahahahahahahha.)
first 2 wks of poly was fun...to some extent. getting more relaxed as the days go by...due to the fact that i was worried that i couldnt adapt to poly...
seems like im doing ok....
just yesterday i had some crazy fun with don, bought lots of warheads to "wake" ourselves up...hahaz
we had the hard candy one and the liquid one...
don took more of the liquid one than the solid one, but i took both in equal amounts...well maybe the solid one a bit more so....
i experimented on the warheads in class...
took 10 of the hard candy ones and poured quite alot of the liquid one into my mouth all at the same time.....the results was me suffering the insane power of the sourness for a min or 2....firends around me were laughing a bit at my expression....haha tho don laughed the most... >.<
after lunch we found out another way to experience insance sourness.....try this pple :
put warheads into ur mouth(the solid one).
before u start sucking on it, pour a mouthful of water into ur mouth.
after that, start sucking the sweet and swallow the water, and GOOD LUCK 2 U hahaz.....
the sourness of the warheads was multiplied almost 5-fold, and the 2 of us continued our warhead spree till we had practical...lol
PS: dun eat as much warheads as i did as i got a stomachache and a numb tongue at the end of the day ( yes yes i know its my fault, wo huo gai, but.....yea just dun take too many in one day hahahahahahahha.)
Thursday, April 10, 2008
10 april 2008
yesterday came back frm a 3D2N orientation camp, man was i tired...slept frm 1pm all the way to 7pm, my mum said she tried waking me up at 6pm but i dont recall anybody calling me at that time...guess i continued sleeping till my mum shook me till i woke up at 7...haha
met new pple during the few days, had lots of fun tho felt extremely tired at times..
there was only one person frm KR in y group, he's jonathan frm sec5, didnt really know him v.well before since i seldom hang around with sec 5's but now we're all friends, me, jonathan and everyone else in the grp hehe
sleeping during the camp became quite a interesting experience, there are a few SL's (student leaders) that sneak up on various pple at night and use markers to draw on their faces....haha...made us afraid to sleep of fear of waking up to marks on our faces...
i happened to be their target on the second night, i woke up at around 6.45am feeling something on my cheek, when i went to the toilet i realised i had whiskers drawn on my face hahaz.
the new school, the new friends, everything im gonna go through will be new and different frm the past years, i hope to make the best of it as much as i can, and would rely on all new and old friends if i ever require their help.
cheers to all of u pple, peers and SL's in the orientation woohoo!
10 april 2008
sad, the msn on my comp has a virus and i cant log on when im on my comp, luckily i got my lappy or else im totally cut off frm msn..... >.<
so now im sitting in front of my lappy happily typing away...lol.
so now im sitting in front of my lappy happily typing away...lol.
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
18 march 2008
there are so many things i want to do.....so many things im thinking about, that i want to do......but i just cant do it, i dont have the will to do it....i.....dunno what to do......or when, or how to do it.......i.....
sabishii........ne.....ore..... =(
sabishii........ne.....ore..... =(
Saturday, March 8, 2008
8th March 2008
i don't know why....im just sitting in front of the comp...i wanna play, surf the net, or at least do something.....but all im doing is just stare at the comp for hors and listening to one particular song.......
i wonder whats happening to me...even as im typing this my mind is almost a total blank.....i just don't know what to do.....
ii cant fight it...im just being like a serious dude, sitting in front of the comp thinking about the happenings all around me.........wishing this, thinking that.....i now realise all im capable of is dreaming.....hoping...but not doing......guess for now i'll just place a emotional mask over my face to hide it then.......hope it wont affect anyone in anyway....just.....................
Dark clouds in the sky as i type....gonna rain.......but what does it matter to me? im indoors almost the whole time.......guess i'll try to have fun...though i have no idea how......
i wonder whats happening to me...even as im typing this my mind is almost a total blank.....i just don't know what to do.....
ii cant fight it...im just being like a serious dude, sitting in front of the comp thinking about the happenings all around me.........wishing this, thinking that.....i now realise all im capable of is dreaming.....hoping...but not doing......guess for now i'll just place a emotional mask over my face to hide it then.......hope it wont affect anyone in anyway....just.....................
Dark clouds in the sky as i type....gonna rain.......but what does it matter to me? im indoors almost the whole time.......guess i'll try to have fun...though i have no idea how......
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
4th March 2008
Shit....its march already? im losing track of time as usual during hols.....just the bad thing is that this hols is a damn long one, not that im complaining cos i know some people who are studying in sch atm dream of this free time.....so....nothing else to say on the subjecct....
poly enrolment package came....havent even done anything about it yet....and i got till the 10th to send a form about .......i cant even remember what is it......bleh not serious enough.........just that....that....theres a whole shit of stuff to remember....student ID, some username and password for registration on the net.....blah....blah....blah.... etc. etc.
seen by the "previous generation" in the family and the older ones in mine, now would be the time my life will totally change...for the better? for the worse? only time will tell.....and all i'll do is to live each day as it is and meet whatever i'll meet in the near future......hopefully......
poly enrolment package came....havent even done anything about it yet....and i got till the 10th to send a form about .......i cant even remember what is it......bleh not serious enough.........just that....that....theres a whole shit of stuff to remember....student ID, some username and password for registration on the net.....blah....blah....blah.... etc. etc.
seen by the "previous generation" in the family and the older ones in mine, now would be the time my life will totally change...for the better? for the worse? only time will tell.....and all i'll do is to live each day as it is and meet whatever i'll meet in the near future......hopefully......
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
19th febuary 2008
the results r out! and instead of 8am as said in the papers and the MOE webbie, i got the message of my posting AT BLOODY 6AM IN THE MORNING.......i wanted to sleep.....but was woken up by my phone buzzing like a irritating beetle....i got up..walked to the phone, saw my posting message, and just went back to bed without a second thought....but a few minutes later when i was just about to drop back to sleep, my phone buzzed again......waking me up all over again.....
in the morning when i woke up, i recieved a big flood of messages....i spent the first 15 mins of my morning replying to many pple....finally i could message my dad that im posted to something which is similar to his job, he's a electrical engineer while im posted to electrical engineering in NP....so its a good thing that if i got anything to as him i can easily ask him for help kekekeke.....
well hope u all get posted to ur desired courses and all.....all the best pple!!
ciao.
in the morning when i woke up, i recieved a big flood of messages....i spent the first 15 mins of my morning replying to many pple....finally i could message my dad that im posted to something which is similar to his job, he's a electrical engineer while im posted to electrical engineering in NP....so its a good thing that if i got anything to as him i can easily ask him for help kekekeke.....
well hope u all get posted to ur desired courses and all.....all the best pple!!
ciao.
Sunday, February 17, 2008
17th Febuary 2008
nothing else to type so.............
*dance in my seat while listening to music*
man thats very random..............
*dance in my seat while listening to music*
man thats very random..............
Friday, February 15, 2008
15th Febuary 2008
Today, same as every other day.......im feeling down.....dunno the main reason, but one possible would be my grandma in hospital......for a few weeks already....but i heard my mum over the phone tt she is allowed to go home...but im not sure...so tomorrow when we go visit i'll just sit in the car and see where they go, the hospital? or my uncle's house where she stays....
Since im around my relatives quite often when we go visiting my grandma, we discuss the problem among ourselves....and since my grandma cant understand a word of English, we can safely talk around her without her even knowing what we talking about....heard of many things abt my relatives i didnt know abt before....not gonna type it out here...haha or else it would take me more than a day to finish.....
when my grandma talked to me abt staying at my uncles place, i could tell very well that she didn't like it there cos the whole day she's alone when my uncle and his wife r working........i dunno if its good news for the family but i could tell she wanted t come stay in my house......i dont hav anything to say in this matter....only can wait for the decision of the 2nd generation relatives and see how it goes from there.....
P.S.: my family has 4 generations at the moment. my grandma is the first ^^ , my parents, aunts and uncles r the second while their children including me and my bro make up the third with ages ranging from the youngest of 9yrs old all the way to 30+yrs old....lolz....., the last generation consists majority of little kids with an exception of one who is same age as me and he gotta call me uncle...omg.....
why am i talking abt my family all of a sudden? i dunno...
must've been just thinking abt it and my fingers went auto-pilot all over the keyboard...and before i knew it i had typed so much....
well im off to do some anime watching.....
go to this website, if u wanna watch a anime on crunchyroll and u cant find it, go to http://animeplaylist.blogspot.com/ it has quite alot of anime there so go there if u want.
nothing
else
i
can
think
of
to
write
about......
so.....
....
seeya guys.................
*confused thoughts*
Since im around my relatives quite often when we go visiting my grandma, we discuss the problem among ourselves....and since my grandma cant understand a word of English, we can safely talk around her without her even knowing what we talking about....heard of many things abt my relatives i didnt know abt before....not gonna type it out here...haha or else it would take me more than a day to finish.....
when my grandma talked to me abt staying at my uncles place, i could tell very well that she didn't like it there cos the whole day she's alone when my uncle and his wife r working........i dunno if its good news for the family but i could tell she wanted t come stay in my house......i dont hav anything to say in this matter....only can wait for the decision of the 2nd generation relatives and see how it goes from there.....
P.S.: my family has 4 generations at the moment. my grandma is the first ^^ , my parents, aunts and uncles r the second while their children including me and my bro make up the third with ages ranging from the youngest of 9yrs old all the way to 30+yrs old....lolz....., the last generation consists majority of little kids with an exception of one who is same age as me and he gotta call me uncle...omg.....
why am i talking abt my family all of a sudden? i dunno...
must've been just thinking abt it and my fingers went auto-pilot all over the keyboard...and before i knew it i had typed so much....
well im off to do some anime watching.....
go to this website, if u wanna watch a anime on crunchyroll and u cant find it, go to http://animeplaylist.blogspot.com/ it has quite alot of anime there so go there if u want.
nothing
else
i
can
think
of
to
write
about......
so.....
....
seeya guys.................
*confused thoughts*
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