there are so many things i want to do.....so many things im thinking about, that i want to do......but i just cant do it, i dont have the will to do it....i.....dunno what to do......or when, or how to do it.......i.....
sabishii........ne.....ore..... =(
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Saturday, March 8, 2008
8th March 2008
i don't know why....im just sitting in front of the comp...i wanna play, surf the net, or at least do something.....but all im doing is just stare at the comp for hors and listening to one particular song.......
i wonder whats happening to me...even as im typing this my mind is almost a total blank.....i just don't know what to do.....
ii cant fight it...im just being like a serious dude, sitting in front of the comp thinking about the happenings all around me.........wishing this, thinking that.....i now realise all im capable of is dreaming.....hoping...but not doing......guess for now i'll just place a emotional mask over my face to hide it then.......hope it wont affect anyone in anyway....just.....................
Dark clouds in the sky as i type....gonna rain.......but what does it matter to me? im indoors almost the whole time.......guess i'll try to have fun...though i have no idea how......
i wonder whats happening to me...even as im typing this my mind is almost a total blank.....i just don't know what to do.....
ii cant fight it...im just being like a serious dude, sitting in front of the comp thinking about the happenings all around me.........wishing this, thinking that.....i now realise all im capable of is dreaming.....hoping...but not doing......guess for now i'll just place a emotional mask over my face to hide it then.......hope it wont affect anyone in anyway....just.....................
Dark clouds in the sky as i type....gonna rain.......but what does it matter to me? im indoors almost the whole time.......guess i'll try to have fun...though i have no idea how......
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
4th March 2008
Shit....its march already? im losing track of time as usual during hols.....just the bad thing is that this hols is a damn long one, not that im complaining cos i know some people who are studying in sch atm dream of this free time.....so....nothing else to say on the subjecct....
poly enrolment package came....havent even done anything about it yet....and i got till the 10th to send a form about .......i cant even remember what is it......bleh not serious enough.........just that....that....theres a whole shit of stuff to remember....student ID, some username and password for registration on the net.....blah....blah....blah.... etc. etc.
seen by the "previous generation" in the family and the older ones in mine, now would be the time my life will totally change...for the better? for the worse? only time will tell.....and all i'll do is to live each day as it is and meet whatever i'll meet in the near future......hopefully......
poly enrolment package came....havent even done anything about it yet....and i got till the 10th to send a form about .......i cant even remember what is it......bleh not serious enough.........just that....that....theres a whole shit of stuff to remember....student ID, some username and password for registration on the net.....blah....blah....blah.... etc. etc.
seen by the "previous generation" in the family and the older ones in mine, now would be the time my life will totally change...for the better? for the worse? only time will tell.....and all i'll do is to live each day as it is and meet whatever i'll meet in the near future......hopefully......
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